syok sendiri.

kadang2 ddk kat hostel tu best jugak kan. dulu masa lepas spm, dpt masuk uitm. uitm melaka pulak tu. 1st time being away from family. takut gila. sbb takde kwn langsung. and then dah jumpa kawan best la. mula2 kawan ada sikit, lepas tu ramai. masa part 1 every week nak balik. sanggup naik bas. hehehe.

and then bila dah jumpa geng tu je lah geng. tanak kawan dgn org lain. bukan tanak kawan, tapi dah selesa dgn 4 org ni je. pegi mana2 pun, 4 org ni jugak. dulu ddk hostel kalau nak keluar from uitm mesti takut. sahsiah rupa diri. dah banyak kali kena saman. sampai kena pergi jumpa siapa tah, pergi caunseling, kalau tak kena masuk court. wow uitm ada court? jangan main2!

and then every sem ada dinner. dinner block la, dinner faculty la. macam2 theme dia. tapi typical uitm punya theme adalah seperti 'red carpet', or 'ladies night', or 'traditional night'. lame kan? dulu rasa mcm lame, skarang pun mcm lame. tapi bila tgk gambar balik, rindu ok. and then ada sports day. hahaha, main netball, tapi kalah. bukan kalah sikit. kalah banyak. kalah mcm 15-0. banyak kan?

dinner block melati. theme? ladies night. ha-ha.

sukan media. media stands for, emm members of diploma in accountancy? kot.

lepastu everytime nak present, rasa memang mcm dah biasa dgn org present baca from the slides. selalu kena marah, tapi buat bodoh. tak tau nak present ape. tapi bila dah masuk mmu, tgk bdk2 cina, iran sume mcm semangat gila present. terus rasa mcm semangat nak present jugak. competition tu lagi banyak. challenging.

dulu rasa mcm makanan kat dining tu sux gila, masa part 1 la. kalau dgr ada lauk ayam je happy gila. kalau ikan and daging rasa mcm nak nangis. sbb kalau ikan dia kasi ikan jacket. tatau asal org panggil ikan jacket. sbb dia keras kot? lepas tu kalau daging mcm tak masak. memang rasa nak nangis sbb nak keluar pun takde kereta. nak pergi cafe malas pula saya. and then bila dining dah tuka ala2 cafe, best gilaaa! ayam dia mcm ayam kfc! wow! and then banyak varieties la. takkan nangis punya. air pun siap ada air bergas. bukan mcm dulu. alaa, rindu nak mkn kat dining.

apa lagi ha. oh and then bila boring je pergi mahkota parade. dah kira cool la tu MP (wah siap short form) tu. tengok movie. tapi slalu nak tgk movie melayu, sebab kat kl malu nak tgk movie melayu. hahaha hipokrit gila aku ni. time diploma slalu nak pergi jonker street, tapi tak sempat cuz every weekend balik kan. and then masa degree dpt uitm campus city, melaka jugak, selalu la pergi jonker. sebab dah dekat. lunch pun sempat gak makan laksa kat jonker. dgn abc mango. yumm.

jonker street. having bubble tea. with new friends and old friends.

dulu rasa mcm tak sabar nya nak kluar from this place! and now, kan dah rindu.

and now, semua dah lain. ema dah takde, pergi uitm perak. jay is still in melaka. yan is in shah alam. and the other one, lost in her own world. nasib baik i still have jay and yan. once in a while we'll try to get together, girls day out.

there are times when i wish she's still the same old her. i wish that she realized that friends are the one who will stick with u when boys turn out to be such a pain in the ass. that i am not mad about that one particular thing, but in fact i am mad at everything she put me through. i never said that i regretted knowing her, i never said that rugi kawan dgn dia, but she did.

ok, emo di situ.

boyfriend is so far far away. all i have now is my friends. lucky me, i know they will be there for me when i need them. how about u?

nobody knows.

sebenarnya, hati ini sangat merindui.

mohd hazwan, pulang lah cepat. saya nak sambut raya dgn awak.

selamat hari raya! maaf zahir & batin!

XOXO

its someones birthday!

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY BERN HAZWAN!

wish u all the goodness in life, wish i was there to celebrate it with u..

2007 birthday lunch. :(

this year early birthday celebration..

I LOVE U BB!

p/s..ikut time malaysia ok. jgn nak ngada2 ikut time US. u lahir kat sni k, ure not american. hehee

friends. when u need them the most.

i was having a difficult time when one of my kakak gave me a good advice,

"have fun, cuz time flies when u have a good time"

hopefully time flies dgn sgt cepat, sampai tibe2 dah 2 years. *yeayy*

2 org ni telah menjaga saya dgn baik. sorry i made u guys worried bout me.

usaha tangga kejayaan.

saya sedang berusaha untuk be strong. and its not easy to be strong. and it would be helpful if u guys dont like usik2 me again. ok?

yesterday i spent a night in cyber, need to get out of this house. it was fun! had berbuka at hartamas and desert at mc d, and tako at asia cafe. i even said to myra and fara "yess berjaya get thru one day without crying". *

until...

myra said something about bern, and i cried. hahahha.

and then harith came over and we played cho tai ti (or whatever the name is) (ohhh and dah pndai main sket2). had sahur at old town. played cho tai ti again, and shit head (harith happy sbb terer main game baru). it was fun also!

until...

i saw bern's brother. they are soo look alike. and i started crying again. hahahha. ok, loser gila kan sbb asyik nangis je? i think those who were in my place would understand how i'm feeling. or maybe diorang tak nangis byk mcm ni kot? ok dah malu. i told his brother i cant see his face, cuz it reminds me of him. lain kali if terserempak trus sorok ok. hehehe


and then went home and cried, again. *senyap2* hehe, nnt kne mara dgn kakak saya.

bern dah finally settled with everything. dah moved in the village and all. bilik cantik. jealous. i'll ask him to post a blog also later. kalau dia free. dan rajin.

bbgun bb bagus bbgs bbq

bern with cyberians.

i organized a farewell/berbuka/raya/birthday for bern. and it was successful! *clap* 40 people came ok. it was bern's first ever surprise or celebrating his birthday with his friends. awww.




ok dah. bye!

jom pls?

cant talk cant see. sabar sabar sabar.

its only been 2 days.


i need to make my self busy. jom lepak?


okbye

goodbye my lover.

raya wont be the same without u.

i miss u already.

woke up early to chat with him for a while. seoul. transit. 6 hours. LA.

serious ok bye.

umbai!

last 2 weeks i only went to 1 hour class. this week, still 1 hour class. hahaha suka hati je kan?

went to umbai, melaka for berbuka last tuesday. bern wanted to eat everything he could before dia pergi meng-flykan dirinya ke states. hehehe.. the food is quite cheap la. for 6 people we only have to pay rm15 each. murah kan?? rasa mcm nak pergi lagi skali. ok jom. skarang.

bern is leaving this 20th. :( cant really describe how i'm feeling right now. *sigh*


ok, pictures.

on the way. zam myra fara sara.

bb, braces, lala.

gadis tangga.

i'll miss you.


6 days left.

;(


ok bye.

ok bye!

segala yg terbuku di hati telah pun diluahkan. sendiri pikir ah. kalau tak sedar2 lagi tatau nak ckp ape.

rugi lah. your lost, not mine. kalau tak kawin aku tak tau aa nak ckp ape.

wasalam.

(skema nye ckp in b.m)

critical!

critical thinking sgt critical! i have to do a blog about anything yg ada kena mengena dgn critical thinking. ohh, and i have to do it daily. dah tentu lah malas kan?

ohh, happy belated 2.5 years anniv syg!


15 days left! :(



ok bye.

dreamz!

i found my self searching for the best IDD rates. *sigh* any suggestions? so far i think celcom has the best rates. kot?

19 days to go. :(

checklist :

• umbai for buka
• main layang2
• nasi daun pisang
• cheng ho
• ayam penyet (ok ni i yg tambah hihihi)
• ok, tuan punya badan pun tak siap list lagi. hehe

OHH, we managed to finally, watched...

bern with his dawgs (zam & fahmi, wan jadi tiger) hahahha

bb, nak white lion plsss??



complimentary je. :)



org yg paling saya sayang di dunia & alam semesta! (besides my family)



ok bye!