2009.

1. What is one thing you did in 2009 that you'd never done before?
Went to 4 concerts *_*

2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don't really have New Year's resolutions. It doesnt work anyways.

3. Did someone close to you give birth?
Yes! My auntie. I always thought that Emran aka Pom Pom is my nephew but he actually my cousin.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Yes.

5. What countries did you visit?
Forks, Washington. HAHA.

6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?
This is easy. Bern Hazwan. Haha. And some moolah wouldn't hurt.

7. What dates from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
8th Sept. Rather not say why.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
I fixed my iPod all by myself. Hahaha. That was my biggest achievement? *pukul diri sendiri*

9. What was your biggest failure?
Not being able to sit for exam because of the stupid traffic jam!

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Nope. Just a minor though.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
I rarely bought anything. I'm always broke. :(

13. Whose behavior made you appalled?
That someone.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Definitely food. No doubt about that.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
The homecoming of Bern Hazwan. Even for only 3 months.

16. What song will always remind you of 2009?
Party in the USA by Miley Cyrus. Annoying gila!

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or hardened?
Hardened.

ii. thinner or fatter?
Mesti lah fatter.

iii. richer or poorer?
Can't really tell as I'm always broke.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Studying and exercising! Ha-Ha

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Eating.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Jadah hape.

21. Did you fall in love in 2009?
Yes, still with the same person that i fell in love with 3 years ago.

22. Any one-night stands?
Nak mampus?

23. What was your favourite TV program?
Grey's Anatomy, How I Met Your Mother, One Tree Hill

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Yes. Never despise a person this much before.

25. What was the best book you read?
Twilight Saga. *_*

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Lykke Li.

27. What did you want and get?
Bern to come home.

28. What did you want and not get?
Bern to stay.

29. Favorite film of this year?
500 days of Summer.

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Exactly on my birthday, I went to surau just to missed out the cows being slaughtered. But few days after that my bf threw me a surprise birthday party. I was 23. :)

31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Bern to stay a lil longer.

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009?
I don't have fashion sense let alone fashion concept.

33. What kept you sane?
Bern, my lil sister and FB. Hahaha.

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Duhh. Mestilah Edward Cullen. ;)

35. Who do you miss?
Hazwan Mokhlis

36. Who was the best new person you met?
Pom Pom.

37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009.
Banyak. Buat baik berpada-pada, buat jahat jangan sekali. Sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah jua. Siapa makan cili, dia terasa pedas. (tiba-tiba je). Tapi pengajaran yang terpaling sekali yang dah belajar tahun lepas tapi tak berpada-pada lagi adalah : Don't take things for granted. Deep shit.

The Unfortunate Event of Kazrina

Usually I can't wait to feel the freedom when I'm done with exams. But this trimester, I don't get to feel that way.

I took 4 papers for this trimester. The 1st one was fine, the 2nd and 3rd one was all in the same day so I don't get to feel anything. Macam robot study study study exam study sikit and exam balik. I felt kinda relieved after having done those 3 papers. The last paper was Japanese language paper.

I studied hard for this last paper and I can say that I'm quite confident that I can get good grade for this subject. I memorized all the sentences and all hiragana and katakana stuff for the essay part. Bangun pagi dah semangat "Yesss hari ni last paper!".

We left home around 8.15 a.m (exam starts at 9 a.m). We already expect that there will be a lil bit of traffic jam. Biasa lah orang keluar pergi kerja. But that morning, there was a massive traffic jam. We're stuck at the same place for about 20 minutes and we're already freaking out. In my mind I keep telling myself that we can make it on time. Kalau lambat pun still boleh masuk if lambat for 30 minutes.

At 9 we're still stuck in the traffic jam and we reached MMU around 9.30 a.m. Rupa-rupanya ada lori panjang rosak. #$%^&^%$# Park kereta senget tapi peduli apa aku, we ran like a maniac and terus masuk exam hall. The head of invigilator told us that we can't take the exam as we are already 37 minutes late. Technically we're late for 7 freakin minutes. Masa tu dah nangis kecil. Then our lecturer had a lil talk with the lady in charge saying that we are all bright students, never miss our class (chewah chewah padahal pernah miss 1 class) and if we don't take this exam, we can't take our Japanese language 2 for next sem and who knows when the subject will be offered again.

Then the nice lady (bodek sikit) told us that we can take the exam. Yippie yaiyaiyayyy! But only for about 30 sec. The other meannnnnn invigilator tiba-tiba jerit "No! No! Rule is a rule! They can't take the exam!". Macam #%^&&^%#@! Lepas tu kena escort bawak keluar exam hall macam banduan je. Kali ni tak nangis kecil. Nangis besar. There was 7 of us who were late, and semua pun tinggal dekat Seri Kembangan. The invigilator asked us to go to the exam unit and see what we can do.

Pergi exam unit diorang ckp there's nothing we can do. They asked us to write a letter to request for a special exam, tapi still impossible because the special exam is for only to those who are graduating. But we decided to try our luck anyway. Lepas tu kena ada bukti yang betul-betul ada lori rosak, sebab tu traffic jam. The exam unit lady told us to go to Litrak and minta traffic report for that day. Gila leceh. Last2 pergi buat police report.

Gila cool buat police report sebab lambat ambik exam. Nasib baik abang polis (chewah, abang polis) tu tak gelakkan kitorang. Orang pergi balai buat report kena ragut ke, accident ke. Tapi kes kitorang cool habis, sebab stuck dlm jam and membuatkan tak dapat ambik exam. Coolness kan?

Memang bad day. I have loads to think about. I'm scared that I won't be graduating on time. I'm scared that if it will affect my CGPA. I'm scared that I won't be able to do my internship.

At times like these, all I really want is the comfort of my bf. :(

So, pengajarannya adalah apa adik-adik? Lain kali kalau exam pukul 9 pagi, keluar rumah pukul 6 pagi. Ok?

Apa yang penting?

ok adik-adik, hari ni kita akan bercakap mengenai tagline wonderpets iaitu, "apa yang penting?" pastu adik-adik jawab.. "kerjasama!"

dulu-dulu masa sekolah dulu ada tak kena buat projek secara berkumpulan? macam takde je kan? dulu buat sendiri-sendiri lepastu cover depan suruh abang/kakak/mak/ayah/maksu (aku la tu) tolong buat kan? sebab kalau buat sendiri mesti macam haram je rupa dia. hahaha.

dulu-dulu sanggup tuh pergi perpustakaan negara sebab nak kena buat projek tokoh negara. sekarang guna internet je. tau tak perpustakaan negara kat mana? zzzzz. paling best buat projek salasilah keluarga. masa tu baru tau nama nenek moyang semua. abu bakar bin ahmad bin putih bin selamat. (ok, tipu je tatau lepas putih apa)

nanti adik-adik dah masuk universiti, adik-adik mesti banyak kena buat assignment dalam group. selalu paling banyak 5 orang, paling sikit pun 2 orang. kalau kena lecturer yang banyak songeh, group members tak boleh pilih suka hati. kena dari pelbagai kaum dan bangsa. tak boleh sejenis je. bagus la niat lecturer tu, tanak kasi kita jadi mcm katak bawah tempurung je. bila group dengan diorang ni baru tau org cina mcm mana, org arab mcm mana, org iran mcm mana, org melayu mcm mana.

biasa nya org cina yang paling rajin. baru dapat assignment dah semangat nak buat meeting. org arab and iran sama je perangai. gila kuasa tapi takpe, diorang pandai ckp. org melayu tak lain tak bukan mesti pemalas. termasuk la aku. hahaha. i'm not lazy, i'm just a procrastinator. bila dah nak dateline baru rush nak buat assignment.

baru-baru ni ada assignment islamic studies. 1 group kena ada 2 org. aku tak pernah pun nampak dia dlm kelas sebelum ni. tapi masa ustaz kasi assignment tu dia duduk sebelah aku, lepastu tanya aku dah ada group belum. memandangkan aku takde geng, terpaksa la aku sama group dengan perempuan ni.

lepastu aku dah tak pernah nampak dah dia dlm kelas. tapi aku ada text dia ckp due date dah nak dekat, and kasi la task masing-masing. dia buat kerja laju. hari ahad dia tanya aku tajuk apa, hari isnin dia dah send part dia. efficient kan? efficient my ass. kalau nak copy paste pun agak-agak la.ni copy paste bulat-bulat. siap ada "for further information please refer to this book bla bla bla by dr.stevens". tak ke kantoi copy paste? lepastu tak siap kerja. ada satu topic dia tak buat. aku text dia tanya kenapa tak buat. dia tak reply. 2 kali aku text, tak reply. tapi aku tanya apa student id dia uih laju gila terus reply.

aku rasa dah 2 kali dia text aku tanya bila presentation. ada sekali tu pukul 6 pagi dia text, tanya presentation hari ni ke. aku ckp tak, hari rabu. hari selasa mlm tu aku text dia ckp esok jangan lupa presentation at 9.40 a.m, tapi dtg awal sikit in case ada apa-apa. esok tu aku sampai kelas pukul 9.15 a.m, cuak sebab terlupa nak photostat slides kasi kat semua org. aku text dia, tanya mcm mana. dia tak reply. 9.30 aku text lagi tanya kat mana. dia tak reply. pukul 9.40 aku text lagi ckp dah nak kena present. dia tak reply. ustaz dah panggil, aku ckp perempuan tu tak dtg lagi, ustaz ckp boleh tak if aku present sorang?

maderfader selamba tak datang. aku present sorang-sorang. kena tanya soalan yang memang aku tak tau la. "since you are presenting abt leadership in islam, who do u think would make a great leader to lead the muslims in malaysia?" memang aku senyum kambing je la. dalam kepala tak tau kenapa nak jawab dr.mahathir? tapi tak tau reason dia apa. lepastu ustaz tanya international pulak siapa yang layak jadi leader? aku dah la tak baca surat khabar. memang senyum kambing lagi la. (pengajaran:selalu-selalu la baca surat khabar)

kalau nak ikutkan hati mau je aku call perempuan tu maki dia kenapa tak datang presentation. tapi aku fikir nanti in the future kalau kena kerja dgn dia lagi (secara paksaan, kalau rela memang tak ah) macam mana. ataupun being me, i'm just too coward. sigh.

macam-macam kan perangai manusia? termasuk la aku. tapi kalau dah kena work in a group tu kena la buat kerja. tak rasa takut ke dateline dah dekat tapi satu haram pun tak buat? tak rasa bersalah ke kalau sorang dua je buat kerja, kau duduk goyang kaki lepastu asyik tanya "dah siap ke belum?". lepastu banyak komen pulak tu. alasan kena balik kampung or kena pergi somewhere, balik rumah ke apa is so yesterday k. handphone canggih, tapi buta IT ke? internet kan ada? boleh je buat kerja and communicate with others guna YM! kan? kata budak multimedia university? tak multimedia pun?

bak kata cik da, wonderpets tipu. kata kerjasama tu penting? damn u wonderpets! kasi harapan palsu!

jangan percaya diorang. diorang tipu.

*image by google

23.

finally! this week has been pretty hectic for me. well i guess that's what a student life should be. bukan asyik pergi makan jauh2, pergi murni ke william ke. pergi shopping mall jauh2, pergi sunway ke, ou ke, curve ke. hihi

well, i turned 23 last friday (27th nov) which was also Hari Raya Qorban. so everyone kinda forgot it was my birthday on that day. even my mum was like, "laa birthday ko ke esok?" hmmph. i was pretty sad (bf is far far away, family forgot my bday, emo sbb rasa mcm tak ramai kawan etc) hahaha.

we planned to have a lil celebration just me and my hommies. do the same thing we did last year. twilight and dinner at look out point (cik da wants to belanja me since i talked abt lookoutpoint a lot). so after we finished watching new moon, we jalan-jalan a bit and i get kinda hungry and ask the girls when are we going to have our dinner since its already around 6 at that time.

i felt a lil suspicious cuz the girls didnt get hugry at all. instead, they insist walking from tangs to parkson to pull n bear and so on (aku dah la lapar ni ajak jalan banyak2 plak. bikin gua panas beb. hahaha) we left pavillion around 8 and we arrived lookoutpoint around 9 something bcuz ada pulak org sesat hishhh.

i wanna eat at bread & olive cuz the last time i went there for naz's bday party, the food & the price kinda ok. but cik da was talking with her friend on the phone and keep on walking. (aku panas lagi skali beb). hahaha. so i followed her and i saw some familiar faces and surpriseeeee!!

the mastermind of this surprise is none other than my boyfriend who lives far far away in the States but being an amazing bf that he is, he threw me a surprise bday party! and not to forget, ambee zamri jamal who loves to help throwing surprise party for his loved ones including me! haha

terkezut kena sergah.

ucapan terima kasih kepada organizer.

THANKS BB!

still terharu. hihi

thanks for the huge ass bday card with lots of inspiring speech. haha

the boys.

those who came. <3

I'M 23! Eeeekk!

apa di atas yaw.

so whats been up. nothing much, i guess.

ohh, i did went to see AAR. hiks. overall it was awesome, but we got kinda restless bcuz it took them for about one hour to get on stage. so dah takde semangat dah at that time. i think their performance masa dekat world stage lagi best. ^_^

and we didnt took pics pun, just a few, because the stage is soo far away. and we decided not to stand in the middle or in front, because we have learnt our lesson from world stage. so basically we just watch AAR through the big screen. haha..

inspired by jennifer's body. haha

anything else new? NO.

bosan kan hidup aku?

oh, i miss this boy.

jangan cungkil mata dia pls. tau la dia comel mcm cousin dia. haha

Distance.

GOD knows how much i miss this boy.

<3

Movies!

Dear John. Another movie based on Nicholas Sparks novel. Can't wait!

Valentine's Day. All my fav actors and actresses are in this movie! Mc Dreamy, Mc Steamy..

Cirque du Freak: The Vampires Assistant

And of course, New Moon! Which will be release on my birthday, 27th Nov. Last year we went and watched Twilight on my birthday, and this year we'll be watching New Moon. Yeayy!!

pink taxies!

MEXICO CITY — Each pink taxi comes with a beauty kit, a GPS system and an alarm button.

The new fleet of 35 cabs in Mexico's colonial city of Puebla are driven exclusively by women and don't stop for men. The cabs cater especially to those tired of leering male drivers.

"Some of the woman who have been on board tell us how male taxi drivers cross the line and try to flirt with them and make inappropriate propositions," said taxi driver Aida Santos, who drives one of the compact, four-door taxis with a tracking device and an alarm button that notifies emergency services. "In the Pink Taxi they won't have that feeling of insecurity, and they feel more relaxed."

Women's rights activists are aghast at the cars' sugary presentation and said the service does not address the root of the harassment problem.

"We are in the 21st century, and they are saying women have continued worrying about beauty and nothing more," said Vianeth Rojas, of the Network for Sexual and Reproductive Rights in Puebla. "They are absolutely not helping eradicate violence against women."

The new taxis, however, undeniably open up to Mexican women what has been an overwhelmingly male profession.

Forty-year-old taxi driver Lidia Hernandez, who previously worked at a gas station, called the pink Chevy compacts "a new and attractive source of employment."

Women-only taxis have been catching on in cities from Moscow to Dubai.

In Puebla, privately financed Pink Taxi de Puebla invested 5.8 million pesos (about $440,000) to start the service and the Puebla state government provided licensing and training.

If the program succeeds, officials plan to expand it to other cities.

A proposal to create a pink taxi service in Mexico City failed to get off the ground in 2007, but the crime ridden metropolis offers women-only buses and subway cars at rush hour.

Taken from The Associate Press.

cool kan? Malaysia really need one of these taxies.

Post-Exam..

So we decided that every trimester, after final exam, we will go to kota keriangan to celebrate our freedom! lame? i know. but we had fun! here's a pic of our last trip..

Hope to do this again the next trimester. :)

picture edited using apple's polaroid application.

Especially For You..

blogging in malay plus english plus loads of picture mode : ON

its been a while since you've been gone. summer break is not enough to make up 9 months. banyak highlights and even lowlights during your summer break. but all in all, we had fun, kan?

some of the activities are..

Dinner at Murni! I bet u already miss pink panther kan?

Transformers with the boys..

Rock climbing at Monkeybarz. (suka hati je nama dia ni)

Laundry Bar to watch SeNof

Shout Awards!

MUH last show.. kena berdiri atas kerusi sebab tak nampak.

Melaka trip with the girls.. buka puasa at Umbai, and lepak-ing at oldtown battle-ing bubblewrap with each other..

Buka puasa ramai-ramai with the boys..

karaoke! cik da's birthday and nina's. i know on my birthday next month, karaoke is part of the plan. its like, tradition dah. ahhaaha..

i know you had your lowest during your summer break, but me and the boys will always be here for you.

one of the plans to cheer you up was..

organizing a surprise farewell/early birthday party for you!

and.. operasi membaling awak ke dalam swimming pool!

BERJAYA!!

but you know we love you kan..

and the best part is..

i get to spend my raya with you.

3 months was short, but i am grateful that god gave me that 3 months to spent it with you. will be waiting for you here for your next summer break.

or maybe i'll go there? ;)

Heartache.

Glitters!

"Universal Music and DiGi regret to inform everyone that Tyson Ritter of The All-American Rejects (“AAR”) has been hospitalized. As he is unable to travel during the next few weeks, his performance at DiGi Music LIVE Concert scheduled for 10 Oct 2009 in 1 Utama has been postponed. We apologize to the fans of AAR for the inconvenience. Our thoughts and best wishes to Tyson and his family.

DiGi Music Unlimited customers who have redeemed their tickets are advised to retain them till further notice. We will keep you informed on latest development on the new concert date and other developments."

Awwww. Get well soon Ritter Glitter! Tyson said. "Kuala Lumpur..we promise to see you soon..!" I tau la sebab tadi dia call I. Haha, nahh, Rejects TV of course!

Anywhooooooo,

Happy 3.6 anniversary sayang!

<3

4 down, 2 more to go.

wish me luck!

Eid.

Selamat Hari Raya.

Maaf Zahir & Batin.

Dengan Ingatan Tulus Ikhlas,

Bern & Nana.

Al-Fatihah..

Al-Fatihah to Bern's father who passed away on 8 September 2009.

May he rest in peace.

this blog will be on hiatus until further notice.

youuuu

dear you,

i don't really like you.

thank you please don't come again.

....

i know that i'm suppose to understand but this time i cant. i wish i could find the right words to say so that you would understand. i am left speechless and i have nothing to say. but one thing for sure is i know that i'll never give up on you.

apa khabar?

dah lama tak blog kan? malas dan takde benda nak cakap pun.

tapi yang paling penting saya dah beli starter pack DiGi! now i'm 10% closer to see AAR. ;)

and loverboy is going back to the states in less than a month. :(

someone says hi!

HI RITTER GLITTER!!

well helllooooo there.

mission accomplished. blue eyes crush. checked. :)

hey waitaminute!

wait, do you know about this?

thoughts?

note to self:

i really need to stop being selfish. i need to think about others people feelings. i need to realize that the world doesn't revolve around me. i need to stop getting mad at small things. i need to stop worrying my better half. i need to stop getting dissapointed when things doesnt go my way. i need to realize that things doesn't always go my way. i need to stop crying over small things.

i hope that you love me at my best and at my worst.

i need help.

and my no 1 stalker is..

loverboy! hahaha. suka nak stalk orang eiish!

you impress me!

i am so broke and it's not even funny. its been week 7 already and still, no money! ptptn, i say this with all my heart, i officially hate you. not until you give me my money! i'm in debt with so many people ie my mother, my brother and cik da. hihi. they say that the money will be in after midterm break which is, 2 weeks more? kepala hotak?

we need the money at the early of semester so that we can buy our text books (cheyyyyyy, tak betul, tak tipu) and other stuffs (toiletries, stationaries, new clothes for new sem, new handbag hahaha). we need the money for our expenses. and bills. did you know that i haven't paid my internet bill because i'm scared to ask my mom for money and i loan money from my brother so that i can pay the parking fees?

bodoh la ptptipu ni. bodoh. geram gila! i constantly checked my cimbclicks everyday, 5 times a day, no kidding!

dah la every weekend just stay at home and pergi jusco sebab nak jalan-jalan tanpa mengeluarkan wang. sedih gila! seriously. and nak pergi minum pun kena korek tabung.

but mostly I need the money because of him.

sila donate rm50 so that i can meet my blue eyes crush.

photo is taken from i cant remember where.

u make me wanna SHOUT!

went to shout awards last friday. got the vip tix from zam, but when we reached there they're giving free vip tix macam belambak2. so i dont feel like vip anymore. and they didnt even check the tix.

bunkface tapau semua, and already figured out that meetunclehussain takkan menang apa2. haha. but overall, i had fun! escpecially bila watakwannnn! eventhough dia tak nyanyi pun sebenarnya. was kinda bummed at first when i thought that sean kingston wont be singing my song. but he did! somebody call 911! (bern rasa nak sepak i everytime i sing this song)

dropped by at lanson for eleani's early birthday party. but just for like, 10 minutes. they're heading out to zouk dah. kecewa i. hahaha. but managed to snap some pix. some?? more like, 1 pix je. haha. sooo anywayyyys, pixxies!

just a few more months left.

cik da cakap watakwan nampak macam burung.

my hommies. hahaha wtf?

my mushroom. sorry that we didnt spent much time together. but i'll see u end of this year when u get back kayy.