syok sendiri.

kadang2 ddk kat hostel tu best jugak kan. dulu masa lepas spm, dpt masuk uitm. uitm melaka pulak tu. 1st time being away from family. takut gila. sbb takde kwn langsung. and then dah jumpa kawan best la. mula2 kawan ada sikit, lepas tu ramai. masa part 1 every week nak balik. sanggup naik bas. hehehe.

and then bila dah jumpa geng tu je lah geng. tanak kawan dgn org lain. bukan tanak kawan, tapi dah selesa dgn 4 org ni je. pegi mana2 pun, 4 org ni jugak. dulu ddk hostel kalau nak keluar from uitm mesti takut. sahsiah rupa diri. dah banyak kali kena saman. sampai kena pergi jumpa siapa tah, pergi caunseling, kalau tak kena masuk court. wow uitm ada court? jangan main2!

and then every sem ada dinner. dinner block la, dinner faculty la. macam2 theme dia. tapi typical uitm punya theme adalah seperti 'red carpet', or 'ladies night', or 'traditional night'. lame kan? dulu rasa mcm lame, skarang pun mcm lame. tapi bila tgk gambar balik, rindu ok. and then ada sports day. hahaha, main netball, tapi kalah. bukan kalah sikit. kalah banyak. kalah mcm 15-0. banyak kan?

dinner block melati. theme? ladies night. ha-ha.

sukan media. media stands for, emm members of diploma in accountancy? kot.

lepastu everytime nak present, rasa memang mcm dah biasa dgn org present baca from the slides. selalu kena marah, tapi buat bodoh. tak tau nak present ape. tapi bila dah masuk mmu, tgk bdk2 cina, iran sume mcm semangat gila present. terus rasa mcm semangat nak present jugak. competition tu lagi banyak. challenging.

dulu rasa mcm makanan kat dining tu sux gila, masa part 1 la. kalau dgr ada lauk ayam je happy gila. kalau ikan and daging rasa mcm nak nangis. sbb kalau ikan dia kasi ikan jacket. tatau asal org panggil ikan jacket. sbb dia keras kot? lepas tu kalau daging mcm tak masak. memang rasa nak nangis sbb nak keluar pun takde kereta. nak pergi cafe malas pula saya. and then bila dining dah tuka ala2 cafe, best gilaaa! ayam dia mcm ayam kfc! wow! and then banyak varieties la. takkan nangis punya. air pun siap ada air bergas. bukan mcm dulu. alaa, rindu nak mkn kat dining.

apa lagi ha. oh and then bila boring je pergi mahkota parade. dah kira cool la tu MP (wah siap short form) tu. tengok movie. tapi slalu nak tgk movie melayu, sebab kat kl malu nak tgk movie melayu. hahaha hipokrit gila aku ni. time diploma slalu nak pergi jonker street, tapi tak sempat cuz every weekend balik kan. and then masa degree dpt uitm campus city, melaka jugak, selalu la pergi jonker. sebab dah dekat. lunch pun sempat gak makan laksa kat jonker. dgn abc mango. yumm.

jonker street. having bubble tea. with new friends and old friends.

dulu rasa mcm tak sabar nya nak kluar from this place! and now, kan dah rindu.

and now, semua dah lain. ema dah takde, pergi uitm perak. jay is still in melaka. yan is in shah alam. and the other one, lost in her own world. nasib baik i still have jay and yan. once in a while we'll try to get together, girls day out.

there are times when i wish she's still the same old her. i wish that she realized that friends are the one who will stick with u when boys turn out to be such a pain in the ass. that i am not mad about that one particular thing, but in fact i am mad at everything she put me through. i never said that i regretted knowing her, i never said that rugi kawan dgn dia, but she did.

ok, emo di situ.

boyfriend is so far far away. all i have now is my friends. lucky me, i know they will be there for me when i need them. how about u?