Isn't it ironic?

I woke up at 11 ish today, and had the sudden urge to watch Becoming Jane. Been recorded it for quite a while and baru hari ni rasa nak tgk.

I finally got the chance to watch Becoming Jane, after much procrastinating. And I can't get over it until now. Still can't get over the fact that Jane Austen never got married and the fact that Tom Lefroy named his daughter Jane sangat sweet ok. Nangis kecil, eventhough its a fiction. Haha.. Next on the list, Pride & Prejudice.

"I have no money, no property, I am entirely dependent upon that bizarre old lunatic, my uncle. I cannot yet offer marriage, but you must know what I feel. Jane, I'm yours. God, I'm yours. I'm yours, heart and soul. Much good that is." - Tom Lefroy

“Irony is the bringing together of contradictory truths to make out of the contradiction a new truth with a laugh or a smile.” – Jane Austen

And after i took my shower, i lazed around the house and being a couch potato that I am very good at, I flip through the channel to see whats good to be watch. Oh boy how I'm glad I didn't go anywhere today because then I would not have the chance to watch this hottie.

Logan Neitzel from Project Runway!

Siap google lagi to find out whether he's gay or not. Most fashion designer is gay kan? But Hasanah said he's not so yayyy!

Dia tak gay kan?

Sure tak gay?

*pics taken from google

Testing

1st time blogging via iPod. How cool is this?

Hmm what's new? The new semester just started. The unfortunate event of Kazrina is not so unfortunate anymore. We've been given a chance to resit for the exam and the highest we can get is A instead of C! Yayyy!!

Tonight is Mas & Meor's reception. They got married 2 days ago. Congratulations!

Okie dokes, will try to update properly when I have the time.

XOXO




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The Heart of Life

I hate to see you cry lying there in that position
There's things you need to hear
So turn off your tears and listen
Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But i know the heart of life is good

You know it's nothing new
Bad news never had good timing
Then the circle of your friends
Will defend the silver lining

Pain throws your heart to the ground

Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But i know the heart of life is good

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
Fear is a friend who's misunderstood
But i know the heart of life is good.
I know it's good.

My fav song to listen to whenever I'm feeling down.

<3

casey casey

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I need a new iPod case.

tapi semua mahal nak mampus.

2009.

1. What is one thing you did in 2009 that you'd never done before?
Went to 4 concerts *_*

2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don't really have New Year's resolutions. It doesnt work anyways.

3. Did someone close to you give birth?
Yes! My auntie. I always thought that Emran aka Pom Pom is my nephew but he actually my cousin.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Yes.

5. What countries did you visit?
Forks, Washington. HAHA.

6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?
This is easy. Bern Hazwan. Haha. And some moolah wouldn't hurt.

7. What dates from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
8th Sept. Rather not say why.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
I fixed my iPod all by myself. Hahaha. That was my biggest achievement? *pukul diri sendiri*

9. What was your biggest failure?
Not being able to sit for exam because of the stupid traffic jam!

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Nope. Just a minor though.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
I rarely bought anything. I'm always broke. :(

13. Whose behavior made you appalled?
That someone.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Definitely food. No doubt about that.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
The homecoming of Bern Hazwan. Even for only 3 months.

16. What song will always remind you of 2009?
Party in the USA by Miley Cyrus. Annoying gila!

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or hardened?
Hardened.

ii. thinner or fatter?
Mesti lah fatter.

iii. richer or poorer?
Can't really tell as I'm always broke.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Studying and exercising! Ha-Ha

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Eating.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Jadah hape.

21. Did you fall in love in 2009?
Yes, still with the same person that i fell in love with 3 years ago.

22. Any one-night stands?
Nak mampus?

23. What was your favourite TV program?
Grey's Anatomy, How I Met Your Mother, One Tree Hill

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Yes. Never despise a person this much before.

25. What was the best book you read?
Twilight Saga. *_*

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Lykke Li.

27. What did you want and get?
Bern to come home.

28. What did you want and not get?
Bern to stay.

29. Favorite film of this year?
500 days of Summer.

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Exactly on my birthday, I went to surau just to missed out the cows being slaughtered. But few days after that my bf threw me a surprise birthday party. I was 23. :)

31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Bern to stay a lil longer.

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009?
I don't have fashion sense let alone fashion concept.

33. What kept you sane?
Bern, my lil sister and FB. Hahaha.

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Duhh. Mestilah Edward Cullen. ;)

35. Who do you miss?
Hazwan Mokhlis

36. Who was the best new person you met?
Pom Pom.

37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009.
Banyak. Buat baik berpada-pada, buat jahat jangan sekali. Sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah jua. Siapa makan cili, dia terasa pedas. (tiba-tiba je). Tapi pengajaran yang terpaling sekali yang dah belajar tahun lepas tapi tak berpada-pada lagi adalah : Don't take things for granted. Deep shit.

The Unfortunate Event of Kazrina

Usually I can't wait to feel the freedom when I'm done with exams. But this trimester, I don't get to feel that way.

I took 4 papers for this trimester. The 1st one was fine, the 2nd and 3rd one was all in the same day so I don't get to feel anything. Macam robot study study study exam study sikit and exam balik. I felt kinda relieved after having done those 3 papers. The last paper was Japanese language paper.

I studied hard for this last paper and I can say that I'm quite confident that I can get good grade for this subject. I memorized all the sentences and all hiragana and katakana stuff for the essay part. Bangun pagi dah semangat "Yesss hari ni last paper!".

We left home around 8.15 a.m (exam starts at 9 a.m). We already expect that there will be a lil bit of traffic jam. Biasa lah orang keluar pergi kerja. But that morning, there was a massive traffic jam. We're stuck at the same place for about 20 minutes and we're already freaking out. In my mind I keep telling myself that we can make it on time. Kalau lambat pun still boleh masuk if lambat for 30 minutes.

At 9 we're still stuck in the traffic jam and we reached MMU around 9.30 a.m. Rupa-rupanya ada lori panjang rosak. #$%^&^%$# Park kereta senget tapi peduli apa aku, we ran like a maniac and terus masuk exam hall. The head of invigilator told us that we can't take the exam as we are already 37 minutes late. Technically we're late for 7 freakin minutes. Masa tu dah nangis kecil. Then our lecturer had a lil talk with the lady in charge saying that we are all bright students, never miss our class (chewah chewah padahal pernah miss 1 class) and if we don't take this exam, we can't take our Japanese language 2 for next sem and who knows when the subject will be offered again.

Then the nice lady (bodek sikit) told us that we can take the exam. Yippie yaiyaiyayyy! But only for about 30 sec. The other meannnnnn invigilator tiba-tiba jerit "No! No! Rule is a rule! They can't take the exam!". Macam #%^&&^%#@! Lepas tu kena escort bawak keluar exam hall macam banduan je. Kali ni tak nangis kecil. Nangis besar. There was 7 of us who were late, and semua pun tinggal dekat Seri Kembangan. The invigilator asked us to go to the exam unit and see what we can do.

Pergi exam unit diorang ckp there's nothing we can do. They asked us to write a letter to request for a special exam, tapi still impossible because the special exam is for only to those who are graduating. But we decided to try our luck anyway. Lepas tu kena ada bukti yang betul-betul ada lori rosak, sebab tu traffic jam. The exam unit lady told us to go to Litrak and minta traffic report for that day. Gila leceh. Last2 pergi buat police report.

Gila cool buat police report sebab lambat ambik exam. Nasib baik abang polis (chewah, abang polis) tu tak gelakkan kitorang. Orang pergi balai buat report kena ragut ke, accident ke. Tapi kes kitorang cool habis, sebab stuck dlm jam and membuatkan tak dapat ambik exam. Coolness kan?

Memang bad day. I have loads to think about. I'm scared that I won't be graduating on time. I'm scared that if it will affect my CGPA. I'm scared that I won't be able to do my internship.

At times like these, all I really want is the comfort of my bf. :(

So, pengajarannya adalah apa adik-adik? Lain kali kalau exam pukul 9 pagi, keluar rumah pukul 6 pagi. Ok?

Apa yang penting?

ok adik-adik, hari ni kita akan bercakap mengenai tagline wonderpets iaitu, "apa yang penting?" pastu adik-adik jawab.. "kerjasama!"

dulu-dulu masa sekolah dulu ada tak kena buat projek secara berkumpulan? macam takde je kan? dulu buat sendiri-sendiri lepastu cover depan suruh abang/kakak/mak/ayah/maksu (aku la tu) tolong buat kan? sebab kalau buat sendiri mesti macam haram je rupa dia. hahaha.

dulu-dulu sanggup tuh pergi perpustakaan negara sebab nak kena buat projek tokoh negara. sekarang guna internet je. tau tak perpustakaan negara kat mana? zzzzz. paling best buat projek salasilah keluarga. masa tu baru tau nama nenek moyang semua. abu bakar bin ahmad bin putih bin selamat. (ok, tipu je tatau lepas putih apa)

nanti adik-adik dah masuk universiti, adik-adik mesti banyak kena buat assignment dalam group. selalu paling banyak 5 orang, paling sikit pun 2 orang. kalau kena lecturer yang banyak songeh, group members tak boleh pilih suka hati. kena dari pelbagai kaum dan bangsa. tak boleh sejenis je. bagus la niat lecturer tu, tanak kasi kita jadi mcm katak bawah tempurung je. bila group dengan diorang ni baru tau org cina mcm mana, org arab mcm mana, org iran mcm mana, org melayu mcm mana.

biasa nya org cina yang paling rajin. baru dapat assignment dah semangat nak buat meeting. org arab and iran sama je perangai. gila kuasa tapi takpe, diorang pandai ckp. org melayu tak lain tak bukan mesti pemalas. termasuk la aku. hahaha. i'm not lazy, i'm just a procrastinator. bila dah nak dateline baru rush nak buat assignment.

baru-baru ni ada assignment islamic studies. 1 group kena ada 2 org. aku tak pernah pun nampak dia dlm kelas sebelum ni. tapi masa ustaz kasi assignment tu dia duduk sebelah aku, lepastu tanya aku dah ada group belum. memandangkan aku takde geng, terpaksa la aku sama group dengan perempuan ni.

lepastu aku dah tak pernah nampak dah dia dlm kelas. tapi aku ada text dia ckp due date dah nak dekat, and kasi la task masing-masing. dia buat kerja laju. hari ahad dia tanya aku tajuk apa, hari isnin dia dah send part dia. efficient kan? efficient my ass. kalau nak copy paste pun agak-agak la.ni copy paste bulat-bulat. siap ada "for further information please refer to this book bla bla bla by dr.stevens". tak ke kantoi copy paste? lepastu tak siap kerja. ada satu topic dia tak buat. aku text dia tanya kenapa tak buat. dia tak reply. 2 kali aku text, tak reply. tapi aku tanya apa student id dia uih laju gila terus reply.

aku rasa dah 2 kali dia text aku tanya bila presentation. ada sekali tu pukul 6 pagi dia text, tanya presentation hari ni ke. aku ckp tak, hari rabu. hari selasa mlm tu aku text dia ckp esok jangan lupa presentation at 9.40 a.m, tapi dtg awal sikit in case ada apa-apa. esok tu aku sampai kelas pukul 9.15 a.m, cuak sebab terlupa nak photostat slides kasi kat semua org. aku text dia, tanya mcm mana. dia tak reply. 9.30 aku text lagi tanya kat mana. dia tak reply. pukul 9.40 aku text lagi ckp dah nak kena present. dia tak reply. ustaz dah panggil, aku ckp perempuan tu tak dtg lagi, ustaz ckp boleh tak if aku present sorang?

maderfader selamba tak datang. aku present sorang-sorang. kena tanya soalan yang memang aku tak tau la. "since you are presenting abt leadership in islam, who do u think would make a great leader to lead the muslims in malaysia?" memang aku senyum kambing je la. dalam kepala tak tau kenapa nak jawab dr.mahathir? tapi tak tau reason dia apa. lepastu ustaz tanya international pulak siapa yang layak jadi leader? aku dah la tak baca surat khabar. memang senyum kambing lagi la. (pengajaran:selalu-selalu la baca surat khabar)

kalau nak ikutkan hati mau je aku call perempuan tu maki dia kenapa tak datang presentation. tapi aku fikir nanti in the future kalau kena kerja dgn dia lagi (secara paksaan, kalau rela memang tak ah) macam mana. ataupun being me, i'm just too coward. sigh.

macam-macam kan perangai manusia? termasuk la aku. tapi kalau dah kena work in a group tu kena la buat kerja. tak rasa takut ke dateline dah dekat tapi satu haram pun tak buat? tak rasa bersalah ke kalau sorang dua je buat kerja, kau duduk goyang kaki lepastu asyik tanya "dah siap ke belum?". lepastu banyak komen pulak tu. alasan kena balik kampung or kena pergi somewhere, balik rumah ke apa is so yesterday k. handphone canggih, tapi buta IT ke? internet kan ada? boleh je buat kerja and communicate with others guna YM! kan? kata budak multimedia university? tak multimedia pun?

bak kata cik da, wonderpets tipu. kata kerjasama tu penting? damn u wonderpets! kasi harapan palsu!

jangan percaya diorang. diorang tipu.

*image by google